Ever dated someone who was a hot commodity? Sometimes i wish i wasn't attracted to attractive people.Being wit someone that everyone Loves turns into Insecurity. Many people get involved in a relationship and have no self-Control...Their heart is not dedicated to one person...they get a high off of being the "It" Guy/Gyrl. It's more attractive when u have someone who's focused on one person.. more of a turn on for me. I hate to feel like the person I'm dating can not be committed to just me....... I've always wanted a different type of relationship...More open but CLOSED.....weird but yea....When i say open i mean we hang out as friends...u don't mind being around ur boys wit me...we party together .... no jealousy... but at the same time i knw my role as a gyrlfriend and u knw ur role as man.... ~sigh~ am im dreamin or is this possible? I think this would be the best relationship a female could have.....Insecurity wouldnt be an issue if it was open... but some Guys have a problem wit being this way towards a chic ; / if you consider someone ur "Ride or Die" does that mean whtever u put her through she's always there no matter wht? my DEFINITION of a "Ride Or Die" is hving a down as bitch who knws everything about u n wellin to go above n beyond to hold u down despite the bullshit ...if the relationship was open wit no secrets a "ride or die" may hold u down Genuinely. "Hot Commodity" ass Guys are for the birds.....staying humble n knowing ur worth will get u further vs knowing ur the shit ...wit a chic on ur side n trying to bag other sideline bitches... Insecurity doesn't come outta know where...its more of a "cause and effect" type of thing.....
